I drove you there, I sat there like Zac and could see the resemblances of your voice in hers.  I’d never seen her before but I swear she was your twin. I get off on having secrets but you lay it all on the table, maybe thats how we’re so different and can never be the same at all. I sat and changed my leg positions countless times, this way and that. The music was mellow and everybody was awkward. She thought the drunk kids were immature, he thought it was funny but didn’t laugh, she was embarrased because she didn’t know anyone, and he thought he was stupid and not comfortable with his sexuality, she just was there because she had to be, she was the hostess, he just wanted to get some, she just wanted to get some, and I sat there like nothing. That’s how it always goes. Life won’t change its rythms and I can handle that. I chewed into that chocolate egg and released its oozing goodness, and then I chewed another, and another, and another, and another untill they were all gone, thats the point where I felt fat. Oh god, there they go again and he schemes up a plan to break up those noises, those noises! He presses the red eye reducter and I know there are some good picture on there of me and bad pictures of you so I hope somebody puts them up on facebook for the whole world to see, I wish. They are all stupid and ignorant but I can’t do anything about it. Maybe I should move to the futon (thats where I go). I haven’t cried yet because nobody deserves my tears. How am I any better than this, its the music I listen too, and the jokes I make. Maybe I’m just as bad. I should be in a dump somwhere scrounging up some food and clothing. This couldn’t be more wrong. It took forever to get to sleep and stop muttering my half of the argument. I deny everything, this isn’t my family.

Golden Drops
Grizzly Bear - Little Brother - 6:24
MGMT - Kids - 5:27
Royksopp - What Else is There - 5:07
Vampire Weekend - Bryn - 2:11
What Made Milwaukee Famous - Sultan - 2:46
Fedo Viola - The Sad Song - 3:58