And the green faced woman tried touching my altered hair. Should I be scared or should I be disturbed. Either way they’ll never be happy.  Thank God for the people who are straight minded and are able to voice what I wish I could voice!  I know exactly what this body of mine wants. But I don’t want people to think I’m crazy, so what I want will be my cleansing secret.

Sometimes I feel so suppressed, so inside out.  I want to go to a movie by myself, I want to eat at a fancy restaurant by myself.  But tonight the gateway to the end of my suppression was a dandy little thing called internetz and the secondhand CD from my mom.

And I just want to sit and talk about the weather and how we feel.  We could even have a girl talk if you want.  I don’t know why I’m proud of that but I can’t help it anymore can I?