Don’t try to impress me with your credentials, they don’t mean a thing in the real world. The movie was supposed to make me happy but it just made me squirm unhappily. I want to tell you but it looks like somebody else beat me to it. I don’t think I deserved supper today. All the music in my head are guilty pleasures and I hate myself for having guilty pleasures.
I’m not a racist, I swear, but these Indian people talked to me and I felt scared. The roads were icy and your boots didn’t find the traction they needed. It was fun making fun.
You made me try on clothes and I was uncomfortable, you just wanted to make me feel that way so you could laugh about it later. You tried to find something wrong, but you couldn’t because I was truly fine.
I really, really, really, don’t think so. Its really, really, really, not easy. I woke up and everything went straight to my neck, right over my chin, my nose, my forehead, and over my mane.
I feel sad today. I’ve been feeling sad a lot lately. I think that it’d be different if I weren’t lonely, but maybe if I was with someone I’d feel sad too. Its the genes they tell me, the jeans. But the sadness isn’t a depressed sad, its just sad. Its tired too, and sometimes lazy. I’ll be fine I swear. Early bedtime.


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November 28, 2007 at 4:22 am
stresswith
“bitch please
you are my
birth control”
she said to him. because she cared about him. and she really wanted the best for him. she didn’t want him to feel sad. But i suppose we all have to feel sad sometimes. i wish that you could be true to him and to you.
birthcontrol lifesaver minetokeep
November 28, 2007 at 11:36 pm
stresswith
and a zine my fling.
a monthly zine that we compose… with art and poetry and music. it could be our little project we could hand to the kids in the hallway. or just our friends whom we would respect the most. and have them contribute?
it could be one of many side projects.
i like the sound of that, its hard to be vague though when pitching an idea.
birthcontrol lifesaver minetokeep